Feeding Tube Adventures

We have decided that we dislike feeding tubes very much.  The first 2 nights with it running while she slept, she threw up all the formula in the morning.  So James convinced the nurse to ask the doctor if we could run my pumped breastmilk, which he was fine with. So she got breastmilk through her tube.  She tolerated it great, but her line kept leaking so at 11:30 pm, we were changing a sad, tired baby and bed linens and again at 7:30 am.  A lot of my milk didn't even much in her little tummy.  So last night, we decided to try half breastmilk with hypoallergenic formula (since she had thrown up the dairy based formula the first two nights). And the adventures continued.  After her midnight vitals, she keep coughing and gagging.  She was very restless, so I rubbed her head through the crib. I could tell she didnt feel well.  Then at 1 am, she threw up.  She was screaming bloody murder...she seemed like she was in horrible pain.  The nurse didn't seem concerned and thought she just needed to calm down from throwing up.  I wasn't convinced, I knew she was in pain and I thought maybe the formula was really hurting her tummy.  So I rocked her to calm her down, but she cried and cried.  Then I noticed that her feeding tube was super long..it was practically all the way out her nose.  So the nurse tugged and it was out. It had been stuck in her nose.  No wonder she was screaming. Poor girl!  As soon as the tube was out, she laid back in my arms and fell right to sleep.  We turned the feed off and decided not to put the tube back in. This morning it was decided to give her a break since she is eating well. Bye bye feeding tube.